Monday, April 13, 2009
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

traipsing

i love you more than i should
so much more than is good for me
more than is good
oh the timing is cruel
i need and don't want to need
more than i should

i am falling
say my name
and i’ll lie in the sound
what is love
but whatever my heart needs around

oh my sheet is so thin
so i say i can't sleep because
it's so very cold
but i know what i need
and if you were just near to me
would you go?

i am falling
say my name
and i'll lie in the sound
what is love
but whatever my heart needs around

and it needs you
too much now
--lie in the sound; trespassers william


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itchy and scratchy throat
expensive phone bills
cold achey bones
important dates i'm missing
8 weeks to home.



Thursday, October 09, 2008

the perks of being a wallflower


first you look so strong
then you fade away
the sun will blind my eyes
i love you anyway
thirsty for your smile
i watch you for a while
you are a vapour trail
in a deep blue sky

tremble with a sigh
glitter in your eye
you seem to come and go
a never seem to know
and all my time
is yours as much as mine
we never have enough
time to show our love
--vapour trail; ride



Sunday, October 05, 2008

home is where the ♥ is.

i miss...

-not having to multiply everything by 1.4
-doing 8kms in my condo at night
-constantly texting on my singapore line
-having dinners and suppers with my closest friends
-the foodfoodfood
-mum & co. and dad & co.


christmas day will be extra special this year for all the right reasons.



Saturday, August 16, 2008

five airport terminals in twenty seven hours

i probably took the longest route to get here, but well at least i had a comfortable seat a good part of the journey. a lot of pre-flight and en route drama, almost couldn't get onto my flight cos of subload conditions and then it was a 800m dash to my gate. and over at LAX, AA couldn't find my ticket booking and i was like so damn tired already. amazing race much? thank goodness i have the head to deal with such things and still got here in the end.

it's awesome here. the apartment, the school, the weather, the people. except that it's fucking dusty i don't know where all this dust comes from and it irks me like crazy, doesn't help that i have so much black clothing. and it's pretty difficult to get around without a car here and to be honest there's not much to do here really. but well i think school and partying will keep me occupied enough. cops busted our party last night cos someone probably called to complain about the noise. it was quite amusing though cos they were exactly like the cops you see on like umm 'COPS' with the light blue shirts, shiny badges and big ass torchlights they shine in your face. but well it's not like we haven't had noise complaints and police moving in on us back in singapore, and it wasn't even a party HAHA i won't mention any names.

doesn't feel too far from home. managed to pick up some stuff at the asian grocery and i'm well stocked with essentials like oyster sauce, soba and random jap condiments i always eat without knowing what they're called. and apparently many fighter jets are manufactured here so i hear a lot of them when they go on test routes over my place, reminds me of the brother definitely. and like just using stuff like my hairdryer and organiser blahblah reminds me of my friends. see, practical gifts always work no flowers and pretty things for meee. but well yeah i still miss lots of people, even though there's like msn and facebook and skype and whatever it's not the same being there at the same table talking cock and laughing about super old stupid memories. ah well four months will pass very quickly! i think i'll be back on christmas day so yes i will make it for that hellokitty party HAHA.

i am really, really missing my awesome speakers back home. if i wanna listen to anything here i've to do it through my earphones because my laptop speakers are hopeless. fucking fujitsu never again but yes don't conk out on me nowwww you have served me well for three years i still love you please keep functioning. and my essential choya stash in my room. i need some choya badly.

aight there'd be a million things to list if i started listing everything that i miss so it ends here. love.